Where do I begin? Where did I leave off? You know with so much chaos around all of the time it can be a daunting task to keep cool, focused and especially on things that matter the most, which I believe to be obvious and sometimes painfully different from each type of person or soul as it were. I believe in morals based on manners which to me is based on and founded on respect and courtesy and just common decency toward life here on this planet and anywhere else in this great wide open Universe it may be. All aboard the Mothership. And if you didn't know by now...anything I ever write is usually better done with music because that's how I wrote it.
So I guess most of you know that I spent a lot of time in Hospitality and that's I got to cruise ships and that's actually how I know a lot of you. Just work around the world, basically. Although I haven't been around the world yet, I will be and I can stop and see some of you along the way. Well, anyway, cruise ships are how I got into what I'm doing now which is basically anything marine, or maritime that I can get my feet wet in.
I really don't know where I'm going with any of this, it's been so long since I wrote here or really even in this capacity. Let's see if we can get deeper. Follow me through the wormhole....and maybe we can break on through to the other side.
Alright, so let's try this again. I had quite a bit done up and then my browser crashed and so now Firefox it is. Which sounds spacey fighter-ish and I like that so let's just seg-way right into some craziness because in thee end that's probably what it will all come out to sound like..unless you know me at all or care to and then it might be a little different to you. Which actually just means that you too, are a little crazy which is good. Psychotic is well..iffy. Might wanna get that checked on by a professional. But wait...who are thee REAL professionals here?
No matter, it's definitely not me right? I have no idea what I'm doing here. I'm referring to this blog, so hey hey on the comments and under the breath mumbles because your vibes? I'm picking up on those.
And on that, let me go ahead and say that I appreciate everyone's support....wait, wait, wait...boooooring. I'll save all of that for another place and another time.
Let's get to some real space business here. So I started working on the deck side of things, the true mariner side of things. And I do love it because it mainly affords my way to get paid to travel which to me is fucking awesome. There's absolutely nothing about what I'm choosing to do that i don't love, except getting laid off but that took me home and that brings benefit. Look, I'm not in control here.
The Almighty is and with that being said let's just go and just type and yada yada...the Universe, and Destiny just as fast as i can think of these things....but what about fate and luck and all of that?
Well, personally I believe that all of those things are a pat of something that may or may not be controlled by what we know as God.
I really don't know what to get into here. Having to start over really threw me off this morning...and you know what else threw me off? Having to start over yesterday, and the day before and the day before. But it also keeps me on my toes and it's a huge blessing because a long time ago my eyes were opened and I was then able to ask the Universe and God for some of the right things and I was awakened to some crazy sounding shit to most of you but let me tell you something...it's real. It's very without a doubt, tattooed on my body real. In other words...would I DIE for it? Well of course, I mean I obviously will one day (think long, think wrong). What's the real testament? To LIVE for what you believe in. Go out and don't be afraid.
Your pain is a white ball of healing light, right? Embrace the beast within and truly live for those deep seeded core values and don't let organized religion or politics get in your way. You take care of yourself and your people and you go out and you recruit as many people as you can so that heart expands to the point of bursting and that's it guys. Love is all you need.
This roller-coaster has only YET begun to get rollin' so hang on tight buttercup and make sure you're on the right side because evil is here and and you don't wanna get caught up because then you'll be up against me and let me tell you...I have some demons that I have been fighting and killing off for a loooong time and some of those fuckers would scare you half to death or all the way to an institution. And it's a difficult, spiritual battle I fight and alot of it in my dreams and nightmares. Your worst nightmares but when you start being able to run in your dreams...you run with the wolves and you fly with the dragons and demons dies...WINNING.
Keep fighting the good fight, read the story of Jesus and his teachings, don't mock good electronic music, learn how to cook, travel, start a business, write a blog (or try to, EX: myself), hug the kids and smile at them when they look at you, call your mom, wash a strangers car (wait, no...you can get paid for that one)....you get the point!
Travel every chance you get, and if you can't travel at all...you better be into some music and meditation because then you have a ticket to the outer limits ;)
I love you all XO
Mahalo
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